Friday, September 18, 2009

i have a couple things to say

why is everyone so fucking power hungry? why do people need attention direct at them 24-fucking-7? why is it so important to be the alpha-male in this modern society we live in? why are material objects of such need with people?

i don't get it. why is everyone deliberately trying to bring others down while they raise themselves up? there's so much i don't understand about people, and that's why i hate them. we hate what we don't understand. i just can't stand the lot of them. so superficial and so unreal. the putting down; a typical conversation has to only consist of me making you look like a fucking idiot while i look cool. the showing off; everything i have has to be better than what you have and everyone has to know that. the dumbshit accessories; i've got to wear a summer scarf, dumbshit glasses, tight-ass glitter pants and look like i haven't had enough time to shower because i've been partying too hard.

no i'll never undertand what goes on in people's minds because i can honestly say i don't consider myself one of them. cliche as it sounds, i am my own person and am constantly learning to break myself away from the pack simply by observing how stupid everyone is. i hate it too. i wish i was ignorant and stupid enough to be happy in such simplicity. or maybe i'm the one who's more simple. it's hard to be someone else but i damn well prefer it.