i don't own a diary.

i don't know what else to do. i don't know where else to turn. i don't know what i should do. i don't care where i am or who's around me. i'm stuck in a constant turmoil. my thoughts are paraded by thoughts of loss, sadness, regret, confusion, and for most everything else- apathy. the one thing in my life right now that could bring me absolute happiness is gone. in a world where all i know is let-down and disappointment, her eyes could bring me back to the other side of the universe and remind me that there's still something pure here. but she's gone, and so with her all of my hope. i'm alone.